有没有这样一个男生？

I even didn't tell the girl that I love her. Because she's already got a boyfriend. Sometimes I just feel so lonely and want someone by my side just like you do. But the reality is that you can't find someone to hold on to when you need to. Yesterday she told me that she would see me today at the same lecture we have but she didn't even show up today. I feel terrible right now and I feel like eating nothing for the rest of this week. I started to realize that I mean nothing to her, I'm just an ordinary guy, not handsome, not tall, not strong, not humorous, not rich, not noble, not like her that she almost owns every beauty in this world. So I'm her last choice maybe, I'm letting go.